this has to be quick im about to have dinner (we eat dinner very early)
i think my blog SUCKS so im trying to make it more exciting.... its kindof hard cause i have problems with that kind of stuff (making things exciting)
the problem is that i dont have a very exciting life. well, i mean, i do a lot but i just dont get to do anything lucky thats funny and/or exciting... which makes it hard to make people laugh.. plus i dont have a very good voice in writing.. i always think i sound so dorky! some people just write and it sounds good. me, it sounds like crap. i want to sound like a 13 year old, not a 5 year old (who are very cute at the pool)
do you ever know how some people you just DONT want to see, and thats why you want to leave school? well a lot of people like that i STILL have to deal with.... i mean a lot of them i can stand for short periods of time but other than that i like to get away. for example, shoshana.
shes a great person and all but i can only stand her in short intervals (spanish class, etc) and then in the summer you get a break and its all relaxing and stuff. but i have to see her still cause she stalks me at swim team... and then no one else talks to me cause shes my shadow.. it makes it really hard to be social. and anyways, a lot of the kids my age on swim team cant stand me. at least i can try, shoshana kindof ruins that.
and then, theres those people that you WANT to see but you never see... no comment.. its just that a lot of people that you interact with but arent best friends with you wont see over the summer. i mean, a lot of boys i really like to hang out w/ and interact with but im not planning on inviting over say, chris rodriguez, for instance. well other boys to, thats just an example.
and then, theres those people that you say, THANK GOD I WILL NEVER SEE THEM. example: anna thiel. THANK GOD SHES NOT DOING ANYTHING IM DOING... i can barely barely stand her at school and she thinks im her best friend and that shes super funny and stuff. I HOPE I HAVE NO CLASSES W/ HER NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and then theres those people that are moving, so you will never ever see them again unless you visit them which is sometimes hard to do.
but going back to school is always nice... sometimes you dont realize this, but you miss the bad people too. it balances everything out.
i tried. tell me what you think.
nikki