well as you can tell i am gone today. sick. *cough*
im feeling kinda sad recently due to all the dumb depression that everyone is going trhough. so last nite i decided to write one of those "super emotional" posts that i suck at. and ill try to keep it short, cause i finally understand why like, suhongs posts are more readable than nico's. but im already over a suhong post length.
i just think that everyone has there problems in life, and some people like having friends for support (me) and some people dont (suhong.) some people really like helping people (nico) and some people jsut try to ride it out. i really dont know what to do anymore cause i dont talk to a lot of you anymore- its hard seeing a lot of ur friends falling apart... you guys all understand. we just have to get through this together and relax a bit and remember all the nice times.. trust me, im having trouble too, so is everyone, i mean wree officailly high schoolers now!
remember all the times we went to the chocolate shoppe this summer? playing cherry bomb? swinging, riding to nicos house.... those were some of my most favorite times this summer... im going to remember that stuff for a long time... just stick with the good thigns and every time something bad happens there has to be something good too. that sounds so extremely like cliche but youll jsut have to deal.
i doubt i did anything to improve any of our attitudes... just know that i care, even tho i dont get to see you guys much anymore.
nikki :) feel better :)
PS. heres a good video (well a song.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2vY-6V8Nv8 <- my new fave song.
How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break
let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around
15 years ago
6 comments:
Hm. Well thnx anyway.
I think wer ok. just overreacting a little. I mean being in elementary school and all that wer pretty used to not really having to worry bout things, and now middle school and highschool comes and we all panic because now we have RESPONSIBILITIES and we hav to figure out how were gonna fit into the world... our whole lifes are ahead of us, and sometimes the path seems a little... hollow. No real purpose to it... wats the point of walking on?
so that you can have a good time later
did u see suhong deleted all our comments?
nico- but responsibilities are good- they help a lot of ppl structure their lfies
u get usede ot them
Well I'm not one of the lot of pepl... id be much happier not having to worry bout things. Its not DOING things that Id hate... thers a difference. You can have things to DO, wich I guess are responsibilities, but theyr not things ur gonna worry about. Then ther r responsibilities that u have to worry about all the time and keep making you feel rly on edge... like homework!
yea I saw... typical suhong tactics. If its bugging you, just erase it... he takes it all too personally. I mean he acts like wer insulting him or something... wer just trying to give him advise, even if its negative it doesnt mean its bad. Good advise is usually pretty negative about the person...
AAAAHHHH NIKKI!!!!!! do i seem depressed? cuz i think I'm quite the opposite of a depressed person:) HEHEHEHEHE! btw... I LOVE THAT SONG!!!! guster is great. LOVE U!!!
<3 megs <3
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