Barret

Well i need to talk about barret but first ill tell you about my day.

so today i swam, then ran, then dived, and next i logroll at 5, and then ill crash and fall asleep. we made ramen noodles for lunch and the solidified in the pot.. i wonderwhat happened. im starting to miss you guys in a really wierd way... wierd. well actually idk if anyone still checks this, cause yifan's at camp.

well lately (well since the dance) people have been bothering me about barret.. ill just explain here and if he reads this i dont really care. but itd be better if he didnt read this. (thats means dont show him, nico).

OK. Yes i like/d barret. i felt like he knew. nico says that he just denies it to himself- and i dont care. first and foremost he is my best friend, and i wouldnt do anything to mess with that. You guys (nico) tell eachother that barret and I should go out, but we are in 8th grade. and were FRIENDS. and its summer. and next year's high school. and i like 2 people IN ADDITION to barret.

just becaues you dance with someone at a dance, it doesnt mean anything. i danced with 11 people IN ADDITION to barret. wow i say "in addition" a lot. So i really dont appriciate all you guys giving me and barret crap about us dancing with eachother, or how we were dancing, because its really stressful when u dance with someone and everyone is staring at you. and then you go off and talk about how much we sucked at dancing. so deal with it, and remember that anything you say to anyone can eventually possibly get back to me and or barret. seriously. yes i enjoyed dancing with him, but i enjoyed dancing with nico, chris, mattias, flip, and even david, and all the other people too.

so i just wanted to get that out there- its kinda bugging me. if we dont go out, w/e, stop talking to eachother about it. maybe theyll be some amazing guy in HS that you guys can bug me about. but we are FRIENDS. so deal.

and barret, if u read this, yeah i liked you, get over it. ok? its not a big deal. (hahaha nico BURN)

ok. this prob sounds really stupid.

hope you are all good and less sunburnt than me,
nikki