message to w/e

OMG my mom, I really don’t like her, shes really being annoying, why does it matter if I have homework?
I feel really bad suddenly. Look evan just signed on.
I have to go play piano tonite, I really don’t want to, its really annoying me, AHHH. I REALLY DON’T FEEL GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just got back from victor allens with the margarets, quite fun, actually. I don’t feel like being here right now. Did anyone notice chris wrote in his blog? What about me knowing? I just don’t get it. Chris, if ur reading this, just letting you know, I know who you liked b4 who I know you like now. Read that acouple times if it doesn’t make sence.
I need a new blog, I liked my old one, but I feel like I need a new me.
Its really starting to bother me, well now that I think about it a lot of stuff Is starting to bother me. I really hate it when everyone teases me about barret. Today, in applied tech, we were doing a word search, and louis HAS to go, “ya only share the answers with ur girlfriend.” Just cause im friends with barret doesn’t mean I like him, and just cause some people think I like him doesn’t mean I like him. Get over it.
Life is starting to bother me. I really hate it all. I hate it when I act nice around people that I hate. I feel like a liar when I do that. But what else am I sposed to do? And then I feel bad cause I feel like im lying to myself, cause what if I really do like them? Its really bothering me.
Lets think what else. It really bothers me how chris and suhong are always distracted durning Spanish. Chris helped, and I like suhong, hes a great person, but today like the root of all problems seemed to be cause of suhong. At least chris helped. Why don’t I get mad at chris?
Its also bothering me how I leave soon. Im only gone 10 weeks but I feel like its forever, and I feel like ill miss you guys, and Im scared ill have no friends. At school, the classes that are in English are math and science and everything else is bilingual. What if I don’t have any friends? Ive never been the “new kid” why do I have to go through this?
And my family sucks, its hard to get through a day w/o an argument.
Stupid piano. I don’t want to go. Its all my moms fault.
Sam, sam, sam. Its like a fan. Sam. Why am I talking about sam? Do you know how many people like sam? Its like an epidemic… I should prob. Not be posting this for like billions of people to see. Well no one reads my blog. Well people do. I mean w/e.
And Elena was mad cause I “didn’t pound my fist hard enough” in my speech in history. Who cares?
And I was late. I AM NOT STAYING AFTER SCHOOL MR. BENSIVINGA GET OVER IT! He was in such a bad mood, its not funny. Probably broke up w/ his girlfriend, or finals, or something.
I need new blog, new life. Winter sucks. God. Help. This sucks. Wow. Computer time prob. Almost up. Please explain, world
Wow our voleball team is undefeated. Go us. Me and mattias. But we have some bad players. Be focused, you guys.
*sigh*. Stupid piano. Stupid ms beale. Stupid louis cheyenne willa. Hopefully ill cheer up.