i hope ur in a good mood.. you HAVE to get through this post. its important.

Ok, so basically im trusting myself that no one cept for evan actually occationally reads this blog.
Basically, I let everyone down, ihave a big mouth, im annoying, and everyone hates me and likes other people instead.
So the deal is chris liked me and now he likes someone else but he could be persuaded to like me but not? And then he doesn’t like me and then barret, barret! And it all sucks cause nico is telling people stuff and barret is telling people stuff and chris is telling people stuff and you cant keep secrets anymore, not even one. And so now bella knows chris likes her and shes not sposed to and I told her and barret knows but hes not sposed to (yet) and chris will probably kill me and ill NEVER get a chance with him not that I would ever anyways, not that I would have a chance with anyone, wow this is one long sentence. I really wish someone who could understand this was on IM and I want to watch the world series so I know whats all happening when I could just read the newspaper but that’s boring and it all sucks cause no one likes me (like that) and vivek hates me and it all just sucks!!!!!!
And im not sure if I like chris or not or barret or not or (you know who) (well evan) or not and none of them like me and everyone hates me cause I told mo that nico liked her, made her mad, is she mad at me? She never talks to me anymore, I don’t know anything, we used to all be best friends and now were all falling apart and I have to go to freaking costa rica and im scared no one will like me there and that’s prob. True and im scared no one will like me when I come back cause everyone likes Mo instead and chris doesn’t like me!!!!!!! But he sent me an email over his own free will that never happens, but it sort of does, but not really. And so now on Monday ill have no friends, as usual, and everyone will be mad and I hate louis and no one likes me!!!!!!!
And life sucks cause my stupid box and chris doesn’t like me and nico doesn’t like me and barret doesn’t like me and evan doesn’t like me and they all like mo instead who doesn’t like me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think but im not sure!
So overall im down on myself, not like emo, but cause everyone hates me and I wanted to keep secrets and its not working all im keeping is evan’s secret which sucks cause I don’t tell mo anything recentely cause shes avoiding me idk why! And evans blog just made me even more mad about life cause I kindof feel his pain only not really.
This is maybe my longest blog like ever and only one sentence. I almost wish I could go to school cause I have a sucky weekend planned and id rather go to school with people that I sometimes like.
So overall lifes like normal. Yay for me. Im a bad writer.